I can’t decide, Whether you should live or die! Oh, you’ll probably go to heaven, So please don’t hang your head and cry! No wonder why my heart feels dead inside; It’s cold and hard and petrified! Lock the doors and close the blinds, We’re going for a ride!
My unconscious seems to enjoy torturing me, not only I dreamt I had a boyfriend, but I also had an ex.
The dream was long and very… neat? it had a lot of details and twice (I dream many different dreams in one night) this night I had a boyfriend, I don’t mind having boyfriends in my dreams, but I do mind the fact that lately I’ve been unable to recognize their faces like I used to in previous dreams.
My “ex” however, was very recognizable, I’m very sure he was a guy I almost… “had” in highschool, or someone that looked like him, or maybe it was Ben Barnes, can really remember XD
My “actual” was tall and with dark short hair, he looked like a boy I like since long ago.
Funny enough, both of them are called Ivan in real life.